I just can’t physically make myself ring my dr’s surgery and get an appointment. The anxiety is so bad… I just can’t make myself do it.

I have a meeting with the people who will decide if I’m disabled enough to get help from the government, this week. I only found out about it today, so it wasn’t to blame for this latest spike in my depression and anxiety and what-have-you, but it’s not helping, either.

It’s too late to ring my dr tonight… I need to do it tomorrow.

I can’t.

Will this ever end.